I am Nothing

I don't have the power to make u listen to .

cause i am just nothing :)

i am like a fool crying alone at the night

just for a person that doesn't care

i spending my whole time for waiting

i get nothing , i cant expect anything from you

cause i always get disappointed

maybe it already use to eat

I will always said Never mind , Never mind

Is ok with this , do what you want what you like

I will not asking you to do or what

i am tired.

I hate people lie to me

You think i am kidding ?

sorry i am not.

Even a little thing

i also cannot accept..

If you lie me please lie me forever ..

don't ever let me know

this the best way you lie

don't let me found out.

I don't wanna get hurt

that's all :)

I hope i not that care

i hope i not that care

i recently i easy get angry

i easy get cry

i really don't know why

maybe coz i really need u much

i need u that accompany

when i do anything i always think about u

sorry if i suddenly get angry with no reason

i cant control my emotional

i keep on crying i don't know why

i really try hard to stop this emotional

but really cnt control

i dunno what happen to myself

maybe i hope that you be mine always

i feel like i so weak i getting weak

i just want to be your only girl

i dunno what to do ..

just crying alone , emotional

this what i can do i really dunno

i think i need a rest of my mind

i think i will stop thinking about u for awhile

for stop my emotional

:)

I feel like no feeling

is coz i already have you

i love you ..

truly that love u :) !

我 爱错了吗？

我爱着谁 爱到有点醉

告诉我你是谁 能够把我让我变不对

我却爱你爱到好累

你很难受 我愿意陪你一起承受

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从你的眼角 慢慢明了

我能做的很少

最后流着眼泪

坚持独自走掉

————————————————————————————————————

学会放弃 学会接受

因此也学会沉默

看你苦笑 看你不想说

我看见了你的冷漠

————————————————————————————————————

累了照惯例努力清醒着

也照惯例想你了

我还能珍惜什么

原来依然爱我的你痛苦 承受失去

请你尽力 把我忘记

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我一路向北 离开有你的季节

————————————————————————————————————

我舍不得 可是时间回不去了

爱你很值得 只是该停了

没有我你要好好的

我们错过的 错了就错了 不用担心我

我不爱你了

————————————————————————————————————

计算着为你流下了多少眼泪

就代表又对我的心 撒了多少谎

倔强的以为我能改变你

————————————————————————————————————

就让记忆回到那天的 那个梦

在活一遍那段过去的那分钟

爱那么伤 伤那么重我不想 我不懂

天那么冷心那么痛 我承受

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当真爱宣告终结

尽管你抱歉 忏悔

真心一旦坠入就不能飞

心碎到终点 会迎刃而解

—————————————————————————————————————

天空灰得像哭过

离开你以后 并没有更自由

酸酸的空气

守住我们的距离

你我的过去 被顺时针的忘记

—————————————————————————————————————

有一种尖锐 在心里搁浅

寂寞时 特别强烈

呼吸 刺痛 纠结

放了自己 放了回忆

放了世界不过如此而已

When i need you

where you been

i need you so much

I dun wan suffering about him

I wan you to comfort me

but you seen gone

i need you so badly

I trying to losing any both of you

I dun wan suffering between you and him

i feel i cannot breath

He told me He Hate me

I hate that being HATE

I know i did something wrong so then he HATE me

I know i feel so helpless

i don't know who can help me

i don't wanna cry

I won't ever cry for him

Is already enough of crying because of the Love Matter

I delete everything about him

I hide everything he gave i hate to see it

Hey bitch you really mess me up

congratulation to you !

i won't ever talk one word to you anymore :)

because every time i talk you replied a suck thing ever

you said you are a girl so i wan jump on you

no you wrong

because you sucks

people joking with you

you at there serious

but if you said that you are joking with me

i don't think so

you come and step my tail

i not gonna give you FACE

coz you have no face when u talk in each word

i don't know where your brain

maybe is gone already long time ?

you talk you didnt think what will it happen when you say it out

because you never figure it out

and sorry i forgot that you have no brain

i nice to you

you gave me this respond

i will not always polite to you

because such a bitch that never heard people saying what

except homework or what

others thing i will never talk to you

people don't tell you

mean you got your own problem

what i also must tell you ?

you are my mother or what ?

people didn't tell you then you said because you not a boy

if you are a boy i straight come and slap you

because you noob

you with that fat thing have no difference

better together and forever !

you both must belong together

i will never share my thing to you

because i know you not my best friend anymore :) ! i block all my thing

and do not let you see :)

你当我是什么

我不会再是那个 随传随到的那个我了

我不要再当 傻瓜

我是那么的紧张你

后来我得到什么

得到你说：做么？我在睡觉嘛

你却好像在埋怨我

当我消失了的时候

你也不懂我已经消失了

我很辛苦走到这里

但是才发觉这不是我想要的

发觉已经不同了

我心痛的掉下了眼泪

却得到你那冷漠的对待

好了 我放弃了

我放弃这段爱情

这次换我了

我要休息了

我已经不知道

我已经不知道我要的是什么

谁又给的了我

我很崩溃

我不知道 我要什么了

我对爱情真的不了解了

其实我要什么 谁可以告诉我呢？

爱情把我搞傻了

我已经不懂我要什么

我真的有这样的一天

哈哈

我不讨厌他

但是也慢慢告诉自己已经不爱他

其实我在做什么

我想到了

我要看他还在乎不

但是

没有人给到我这个答案

也许大家都觉得我

对他不公平

那么谁给我公平？

为什么要我哄他

他在等我哄他 我知道的

虽然是我错

但是 我已经费劲力气了 我还不懂他要什么

他还是敷衍我

也把我给删掉

我也做不了什么了

我也只能做这么愚蠢的举动

我不会回避看到他的眼神

我会看着他

但是在远远的

我已经不懂我要怎样

我要什么也不知道了

你们要我怎样

难道就是我的错？

I appreciate what i have

I don't be greedy .

Now what I want is just you :) .

Even though you having ur thing to busy with

I am still waiting here .

No matter how long i need to wait

I agree that I never appreciate you before.

You are the best guy I ever met

really .

Now i really scare ..

i scare that you will leave me someday .

If you will leave me someday I wont mind .

I just want to stay with you

Until you leave me .

I try to not complain anything .

I just use my heart to trust

to trust that you love me

I love our memory even now we less meet each other

but my heart is still there :)

I will wait you even 2 months we didn't meet

even you wan to keep our relationship secret

even you don't even put my photo in ur phone

I will force myself to don't mind

Because 1 word Love

I Love You :) ...

i don't understand

i don't know how to express my feeling

i hope that i have no feeling

and i don't care about it

why i always saw something i dun wan to see ?

i dun wan always live in the shadow

i dun wan always refer the feeling of hurt

wan i trust u again

is really hard ?

i feel very cold

i wont complain

i will like last time how i fix

i patient it

i patient my tear

is this situation is true ? got 1st time sure got 2nd time ?

i dunno i dun wanna trust any1 i trust my eye

I just dunno how to express myself in this situation

i am tired enuf !

其实我很想哭

我忍着

我不想对你再有任何眷恋

我没有办法

我一定要跟你 斩断 这拖拖拉拉的感情

我不配 就当我不配

我真的 只能讨厌你 我才没那么痛苦

你就让我说 我真的很讨厌你

我讨厌你 为何你还有那个影响力

我讨厌你 你就是不放弃

我讨厌你 让我怀念以前

我讨厌你 每次分开都让我流泪不停

我讨厌你 原来你这样做是 因为 你要报复

我讨厌你 因为 我真的就是那么讨厌你

我不想 给你任何希望 我不会怀念你

我把所以的网址 都换了

就希望 你能过得很好

没有我你也会很好

谢谢 这些年来 你的努力

是我对不起你

Tired , Lazy

you make me more hate u

the end !

don't lie me

don't lie me said u love me

i am just a normal friend

you never call me anymore

whr i know de you ?

i know i feel it

you call me don't worry

but ur action make me worry

i put down everything

how hard i also wan't together with you

but after together back with you

i get the difference

you not treat me like before

i feel that you hate me more than love me

sorry ...

i wont force some 1 to love me if he didn't

i wont force u ...

i know you maybe in love with somebody else ?

or no feeling already ..

whatever i think already i give you rest

rest enough ..

rest forever also can

coz i don't wanna wait you anymore

i really gave up

i try hard on everything i get wat

ya you sure blame me

u sure said this what i did

is it you now is revenge ?

i don't know ..

i think we really done enough

you suck to the max

hahaha

you post my photo lar

stupid

you post my comment for what

you think i no dare post ur photo ?

just make my blog DIRTY

you use your brain lar

i wont go to steal your bf

NO FEELING ALSO

AND WE ARE NOTHING

i dunno what the hell you want

you post my COMMENT WITH NAME PHOTO

BUT I VERY THANK YOU !!

I VERY HAPPY , PLEASE POST MORE

I MORE HAPPY !

YOU SUX TO THE MAX

YOU KNOW I MORE HATE YOU

YOU CALL MY BF TO LEAVE ME

ISN'T I CALL UR BF TO LEAVE YOU TOO ?

I DON'T HAVE

WE ARE JUST FRIEND I DUNNO WHAT THE HELL WHY U THINK SO MUCH NONSENSE

I DIDN'T SEE HIM 1 YEAR YOU STILL WAN HOW ?

YOU STILL WAN THINK ?

I ALSO DIDN'T POST YOUR PHOTO YOUR STUPID SUX WORD OUT

CALLING MY BF LEAVE ME

YOU KNOW U SUX

YOU SAID YOU VERY NICE GIRL ?

PUIIII I VOMIT BLOOD IF YOU NICE GIRL YOU WONT POST IT OUT

AND SHOW IT TO EVERYONE LIKE SELF LIKE A PITY CAT

i know i will choose who

i wont suffered anymore by choosing

i know is him

now my turn till wait him

don't care how long

because waiting some one you love

that also a happiness

no matter my jealousy till where

just trust you

i will trust you ...

i will wait :)

i know who is the 1 i need

and who is the 1 love me

i am sorry for hurting you this few months

i am sorry ...

i know is my fault

i will not hurt you any more

promise :)

ily <3

原来！

why is all people so care about my facebook relationship

is it many ppl like in relationship with me?

hope i can open in public?

i like to do what i want

is it that hard?

i do what no need you to decided

because this is my decision

i don't put u on my relationship

coz i dun think we are in stable

you see

just 2 months you give me what

your ignore , your emo and your complain

you said you love me

no everyone said love me always lie

no one love me

they always selfish

love me ? haha

i really will trust ?

that word I LOVE YOU

is not mean to me anymore

i feel is like SHIT of talking this

coz is always lie

i dun trust about the love

now i hate LOVE

the shit fucking love

you just know how to judge me

you call me stand your side and think

you got stand my side and think when u did everything ?

you did those thing just make me more angry

you such a selfish guy

i really dunno what to do

i am losing 1 by 1

yea i know i most the selfish

i am sorry i cant handle THE LOVE anymore

i really tired of this

i am sorry

i hate making decision

i really stress enough

really wth you want

i dun wan keep choosing this or that

i choose myself

yea i love myself the most

ok ?

i dun wan everything

i really try hard but what i get ? ur jealousy ?

i chat with my best friend is that oso wan to jealous ?

you jealous coz u love me?

you are controlling my life

i don't need a guy who controlling my life

not who leave then can settle you tot you very cool by leaving like this ?

i wont care anymore who wan leave then leave

better LEAVE FAR FAR AWAY dun let me see u !

i really suffered enough

我说到做到

我说你再 这样我是不会理你的

现在你知道咯

我真的不会理你

你惹起我把火

我也开始玩火

才一起多久

就一直冷战

一直都是这样

每次都是我去找回你

你不可以找回我？

你可以不为这点小事生气没有？

那么小的事情生气那么久

你真的以为 我的容忍可以那么厉害？

我容忍也有限度 我真的忍够了

忍够了你的无理 这样也好生气

我还能做什么

你要我怎样 你说啦

我真的受不了你那种脾气

失望吧

失望吧？ 我什么都没写

这样你会更还怕对吧？

Love you to the max

Oh my dear ..

sorry for today not let u to hug me :(

but at last i let it

coz i love you

ah bii ...

just wanna said i love you :D

thanks for today

accompany me

and giving ur time to me

i really appreciate it

today we take a lot of photo :O

but those photo at ur side :(

so cant upload :P

whatever lar

Dear , I Love You Endlessly

Who are u ?

I already dunno who are u

U always make my mind to compare

Yep when I comparing I still will take the old memory

But the old memory will never happen again

Because now we really if difference world

I can't stay beside u anymore

I think u somemore no time think about me

My tears is always drop

Who can clean it ?

I just wanna be happy

This simple thing I always can't do ?

I really dunno what to say

I actually wan discuss whether we suitable together

Or not

But I felt that I still care still miss still love

But I really dunno how to maintain it

I always think the positive way but the negative

Always come out ...

I tried I try to cover but I felt that I can't

其实我真的很讨厌

我很讨厌你一直狂说对不起

你真的对不起我咩？

其实对不起 说一次就好

你一直说

只让我觉得你很烦

-_-

在有你的信息你

大多数都包含着 对不起

只要我说原谅你了

你就好停

你再说只会让我觉得

你要我讲多少次 我原谅你 你才甘心

也许 我情绪化了一点

也许 我在刁难你

找一个 放手的理由

我不想为你哭泣 一直哭

我每天都在想

我对谁也不敢许下什么承诺

我觉得我不再你的世界了

我活不到在你的世界

我每天的尽量 可以在你的世界多一点

但是我发觉真的很难

你有你忙的

每次都是这样 我得空了

想回到家 第一个找你

却得到你说你上课

好没关系

我等 我等到了

但是我等到睡着了

当醒来了 你却有很多活动

你有很多朋友

我在你生命里

也许 只是需要的时候

才找吧

我尝试不生气你

但是 你让我觉得很气

我几时才可以不为你流泪

我几时才可以真正放手

有一天 你会不需要我的

但是 不知道是哪一天

泪狂流了 又能怎样

我最近都为了你的事情流泪

我感觉我们距离很远了

我不配

配不起你

就当我 真的配不起你吧

那天你叫我选的时候

我已经知道要选谁

但是我不想在工作的时候流泪

我真的很累了

请你也放手吧

我不知道

我很乱

每当我想放弃你的时候

你都跟我说一大堆

我们一起多快乐

一起的回忆有多少

说了后

你又冷却我了

当我选择了

你却跟我说 你不能没有我

当又过去了

你又不见了

我不知道

你很像那种一直是要维持

你爱的是自己

所以你需要我吗？

我知道谁对我好

你们没错 都很好

但是 最痛苦都是谁

是我 因为我要选择

两年是不容易

但是人是活在未来

不是过去 不是吗？？

我想一个人生活　就好了

我谁都不要了

可以吗

我冲动的把我头发剪了

因为　我又做不了选择

我想改变　

每当我要改变

不管我把头发留到多么辛苦

我都不会在乎

我在乎的是　好像我和你的回忆　一起被剪掉

没有了　就是消失了

我和你一起　就像我在短发　留到变长发

而现在　我又去剪了

我是要和你重新开始

还是挂上了句号

你总是忙你的

我说了很多次

我需要人陪

而不是　得空就跟我说声你好

得空就跟你聊一下　就跑掉

我觉得现在的我们不适合一起

等吧　等大家长大了

工作了　才再打算吧

我很你一起　也有很多好处也有很多坏处

乐观就想起了好处

悲观起来　就想到好多

好烦　我能伟大的　和你一起

不顾一切？

是 你是很快乐

你能站在我立场想吗？

在爱情里

大家都是自私的

你就让我自私一次吧

我真的 很累了

我们的关系

就好像波浪

时高 时低

我为了这段爱情

我掉了多少眼泪

我为了这段爱情

我又付出了多少

我又冲动了做错决定

我永远都是不会解决问题

在这段时期

我会记得

我不会再犯

我知错了

我该怎么收拾？

突然

突然很累

我今天很累

可以不爱了吗

爱情很烦

一个人快快乐乐

过 要做么就做么

我很爱冒险

但是 没有人爱陪我冒险

不知道 就是很闷这个世界

一点都不好玩！

在一起

我真的很想跟你在一起

很想很想

但是家人那方面呢？

我不知道

我只知道我爱你

但是　这三个字

可以就这样一起　什么都不理吗

我真的看着你照片

我真的　丢不下你

也不想放掉　

我不知道　我很像大便　

什么都不成的大便

很爱过

谢谢你从来没有觉得我不够好

谢谢你守护我每一分一秒

谢谢当天塌下来 你也会帮我顶着

你的固执谁才会懂

终于让时间回过头来笑我们傻

但暴雨都要淋过才能逼得人成长

没有地久没有天长 没有最美的花

只有遗忘 能让眼泪流光

很爱过 很痛过 我们为了彼此而活过

你爱我 拥抱着我 却让我看不见星空

我们都 没有错 没有谁比较寂寞

我的世界早已经不是以前

也许以後再也没人比你更爱我

也许以後我也不可能再那样活

每当想起你的时候 快乐都比较多

也许快乐 是时间的幽默

很爱过 很痛过 我们为了彼此而活过

你爱我 拥抱着我 却让我看不见星空

我们都 没有错 没有谁比较寂寞

我的世界早已经不是以前

多少天 多少夜 爱一个人很难 爱自己更难

清晨醒来所有美梦都不见

很爱过 很痛过 我们为了彼此而活过

你爱我 拥抱着我 却让我看不见星空

我们都 没有错 没有谁比较寂寞

我的世界早已经不是以前

（心声）

Thanks for Everything :) ILY

arrhh

sure make quiet long :O

hope can make it to necklace :X

anyway

thanks for everything

thanks for accompany lunch :P

and support me when i am feeling scare

Thanks for the god that give a precious present to me

ILY ♥

我对感情世界

我对感情世界

已经没有感觉了

忙碌的生活

还要股其他人的感受

对不起

我暂时不需要爱

对不起

让你受伤了

就当我无情

我也不值得你为我掉下 一滴眼泪

别再拉着我不放了

别浪费时间在我身上

去找更好的吧 :)

对不起 伤害了你 你也别想不开 :)

NORMAL POST

My salary out was RM322.50

is little but better then stand for 12 hours at time square only get RM1k or what

i work for 18 hours in 1 month and i get this salary

is boring every half hour have to go for the student

why dun student find me ? haha

i am just kidding

coz of Mr Chung Fat no free for teaching me drive

said nd after CNY :(

i cannot wait for it ! fast fast done get my driving license "P"

then i very thanks you u liao

then i no nd ma fan every 1 for fetching me to work -___-

duhhhhh 17 +2 months girl liao still wan ppl fetch meh :(

is shame mar :X

and i get my iPhone but is Old iPhone

coz my Brother take the New 1

and i am using 3GS

awww i will miss u much little iPhone 4

bcoz iPhone 4 is HD and is COOL !

and the Cover now only got iPhone 4

i wan dress my little 3GS also cannot :(

sobbbbbbbb

i am blogging at the midnight 4:30am

i am crazy

coz i feel i sleep too much for the noon :X

awwwww is show me that i am lazy ~______~

NO ! i have reason !!

coz i didnt sleep much in Saturday and Friday

Tired like HELLLLLL YEAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHH

Lol i felt now-a-day some people very funny

i am sorry if u are this kind of people

Calling people to like

if like what competition i nvm

or like a page or what is NEVERMIND

but u call me like ur status for no reason -____-

is too lame ....

and people are getting childish now aww i no mean by i very mature

FEELING ON IT only dun mind :D TEEEEHEEEEE

and 1 more thingy why is Leng Lui is like to FULL OF BAD WORD

i am sorry if u are :X

no lar just feeling maybe road not same

some LENG LUI MAture and No BAD WORD

some is FULL BAD WORD ON EVERY STATUS -_____- DUHHH

OKAY that's all the normal POST

:D GOODNIGHT is Time to sleep if not i will sleep till Tuesday 4pm XD

HEHE i am just kidding -___-

BYE WORLD

Wahahaha

Tadaaaaaa

what is this ???

see what inside :D

a Little Iphone 4 :D

开幕典礼 ! LOL

inside an iPhone 4

-The End-

Is a Lame Post XD

Shopping day :D

huh ? what else -___-

this what my face look like Lol

take it at sakae :P

i love sakae rice so nice dunno whether chicken don

or what chicken rice ?:P

haha

I went pavillion shopping xD

since when i so rich :D ?

no is my mum rich -___-

i bought 1 jacket and can wear as shirt too

and is cost RM109 i think is most cheap in the shop ? Lol

and bought some shirt like tube aww

and the shoes buy at time square :P

i dun think i can buy shoes at pavillion is too crazy

and i bought a pearl milk tea

when going back to time square

is wait quiet long -_____-

duhhhhhhhhh

tats all for today i tired like HELL !

SEE YA :D

Panda Think

1) 在你把我帶回家之前，請記得，我的壽命約有10-15年；你的離棄，會是我最大的痛苦。


2) 請給我一點時間，讓我了解對我的要求是什麼。


3) 信賴我--那對我非常重要。


4) 請別對我生氣太久，也別把我關起來當作是懲罰。你有你的工作，你的娛樂，你的朋友。但你是我的僅有。


5) 請偶爾對我說說話，縱使我不懂你說的內容，但我聽得懂，那是你的聲音在陪伴我。


6) 你要知道無論你如何對待我，我將永遠不會忘記。


7) 當你打我時請記得，我其實擁有可以咬碎你手骨的尖銳牙齒，我只是選擇不咬。


8) 當你因為責罵我的不合作、固執或懶惰之前，請你想想，是否有什麼正困擾者
我︰或許我沒獲得我的食物，或許我已經很久沒在溫暖的陽光下奔跑，又或者我的心臟已經太弱太老。


9) 在我年老時請好好照顧我，因為你也是會變老的。


10) 當我要捱過最辛苦的歷程時，請千萬不要說︰「我不忍心看他。」或者「讓我不在場時才發生。」只要有你和我在一起，所有的事都會變得簡單容易接受。請你永遠不要忘記，我愛你

I FOREVER LOVE U PANDA I WONT THROW U AND I WILL ALWAYS TALK TO U

and PLAY WITH YOU , U ARE MY SON !! I LOVE YOU PANDA :)

:D

i dye my hair again today

i bath 3 time -___-

like bath non stop for no reason ? LOL

i dye tis colour again

i share it with my bro

my hair is more brown now

I SO HAPPY NOW lol

recently i am in plan

like in camp !! LOL

i planning the 14 days diet !

i eat corn flake EVERYDAY

gonna vomit eat till

-___-

drink milk or eat apple or eat corn flake

tis is my life now !

coz i wan get slim BEFORE CHINESE NEW YEAR !

AND I WAN CRAZY BUY CLOTH !!!!!!

:P TEE HEEEE