2011年8月29日星期一

我 爱错了吗?

我爱着谁 爱到有点醉

告诉我你是谁 能够把我让我变不对

我却爱你爱到好累

你很难受 我愿意陪你一起承受

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从你的眼角 慢慢明了

我能做的很少

最后流着眼泪

坚持独自走掉

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学会放弃 学会接受

因此也学会沉默

看你苦笑 看你不想说

我看见了你的冷漠

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累了照惯例努力清醒着

也照惯例想你了

我还能珍惜什么

原来依然爱我的你痛苦 承受失去

请你尽力 把我忘记

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我一路向北 离开有你的季节

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我舍不得 可是时间回不去了

爱你很值得 只是该停了

没有我你要好好的

我们错过的 错了就错了 不用担心我

我不爱你了

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计算着为你流下了多少眼泪

就代表又对我的心 撒了多少谎

倔强的以为我能改变你

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就让记忆回到那天的 那个梦

在活一遍那段过去的那分钟

爱那么伤 伤那么重我不想 我不懂

天那么冷心那么痛 我承受

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当真爱宣告终结

尽管你抱歉 忏悔

真心一旦坠入就不能飞

心碎到终点 会迎刃而解

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天空灰得像哭过

离开你以后 并没有更自由

酸酸的空气

守住我们的距离

你我的过去 被顺时针的忘记

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有一种尖锐 在心里搁浅

寂寞时 特别强烈

呼吸 刺痛 纠结

放了自己 放了回忆

放了世界不过如此而已



2011年8月28日星期日

When i need you

where you been

i need you so much

I dun wan suffering about him

I wan you to comfort me

but you seen gone

i need you so badly

I trying to losing any both of you

I dun wan suffering between you and him

i feel i cannot breath

He told me He Hate me

I hate that being HATE

I know i did something wrong so then he HATE me

I know i feel so helpless

i don't know who can help me

i don't wanna cry

I won't ever cry for him

Is already enough of crying because of the Love Matter

I delete everything about him

I hide everything he gave i hate to see it




2011年8月26日星期五

Hey bitch you really mess me up

congratulation to you !

i won't ever talk one word to you anymore :)

because every time i talk you replied a suck thing ever

you said you are a girl so i wan jump on you

no you wrong

because you sucks

people joking with you

you at there serious

but if you said that you are joking with me

i don't think so

you come and step my tail

i not gonna give you FACE

coz you have no face when u talk in each word

i don't know where your brain

maybe is gone already long time ?

you talk you didnt think what will it happen when you say it out

because you never figure it out

and sorry i forgot that you have no brain

i nice to you

you gave me this respond

i will not always polite to you

because such a bitch that never heard people saying what

except homework or what

others thing i will never talk to you

people don't tell you

mean you got your own problem

what i also must tell you ?

you are my mother or what ?

people didn't tell you then you said because you not a boy

if you are a boy i straight come and slap you

because you noob

you with that fat thing have no difference

better together and forever !

you both must belong together

i will never share my thing to you

because i know you not my best friend anymore :) ! i block all my thing

and do not let you see :)

你当我是什么

我不会再是那个 随传随到的那个我了


我不要再当 傻瓜

我是那么的紧张你

后来我得到什么

得到你说:做么?我在睡觉嘛

你却好像在埋怨我

当我消失了的时候

你也不懂我已经消失了

我很辛苦走到这里

但是才发觉这不是我想要的

发觉已经不同了

我心痛的掉下了眼泪

却得到你那冷漠的对待

好了 我放弃了

我放弃这段爱情

这次换我了

我要休息了

我已经不知道

我已经不知道我要的是什么

谁又给的了我

我很崩溃

我不知道 我要什么了

我对爱情真的不了解了

其实我要什么 谁可以告诉我呢?

2011年8月24日星期三

爱情把我搞傻了

我已经不懂我要什么

我真的有这样的一天

哈哈

我不讨厌他

但是也慢慢告诉自己已经不爱他

其实我在做什么

我想到了

我要看他还在乎不

但是

没有人给到我这个答案

也许大家都觉得我

对他不公平

那么谁给我公平?

为什么要我哄他

他在等我哄他 我知道的

虽然是我错

但是 我已经费劲力气了 我还不懂他要什么

他还是敷衍我

也把我给删掉

我也做不了什么了

我也只能做这么愚蠢的举动

我不会回避看到他的眼神

我会看着他

但是在远远的

我已经不懂我要怎样

我要什么也不知道了

你们要我怎样

难道就是我的错?

2011年8月8日星期一

I appreciate what i have

I don't be greedy .

Now what I want is just you :) .

Even though you having ur thing to busy with

I am still waiting here .

No matter how long i need to wait

I agree that I never appreciate you before.

You are the best guy I ever met

really .

Now i really scare ..

i scare that you will leave me someday .

If you will leave me someday I wont mind .

I just want to stay with you

Until you leave me .

I try to not complain anything .

I just use my heart to trust

to trust that you love me

I love our memory even now we less meet each other

but my heart is still there :)

I will wait you even 2 months we didn't meet

even you wan to keep our relationship secret

even you don't even put my photo in ur phone

I will force myself to don't mind

Because 1 word Love

I Love You :) ...