So just telling me to give up ?

you just telling me to give up

i hope i can just die right now

why you wan did this to me

why are you giving me hope

Thanks you

Thanks you

you giving such a great memory to me

you think we will suffer a lot

if we still together

you think now is better

I hope I can change this

but I can't

you are standing hard on this situation

I don't care how hard is going

at least we are together

maybe you don't understand me

I every night dream about you

and cry , heart is broken every second

my heart is so pain

maybe you don't know how i feel it

maybe you said right

but I don't think is better

you though we are friend now still contacting

and that's enough

maybe I am greedy

I want you I want all you

I very love you very deep

you think now is not hurt much

but i already hurt like hell

crying every night

also gonna cry at the public

I am just so greedy so selfish

I just wan rely you on everything

Just wan a person to care to love me

maybe I just the one who don't care how much it hurt at the future

just you caring

you're right no body know the future how

but why you just give it up now

why don't we walk longer and longer until that day

If really can't make it , I will give up

but not now ,

I begging you everyday for don't leave me

but you just ignore it

like a fool everyday saying i love you

and your reply is no mood on this

it only have 2 choice to me now

stop contacting you , forget everything day by day

or just right now being friend

contacting each other always

maybe i should more selfish

crying not a situation but i just cant control

crying like a fool , can't breath still crying

crying out loud , expressing the hurt that deep inside my heart

Maybe

maybe you feel right now very happy

maybe you think i because your friend i quarrel with you

you just keep going out and back at night

maybe you feel nothing , but i am damn worry about you

and you just don't care , maybe i just use the wrong way to care

you though i nothing if you stay at another girl house

i am still a normal girl , i have feeling

although with another friend

but i still care

and i heard u been girl hostel

make me more heart break

i am not that strong

maybe one day you will know actually i just care about you

maybe i just not a perfect gf for you

i just like to angry

is just because i care

maybe you feel i am annoying

don't know you or me changed

i just want you to care me more

even i sick , you also don't even know

you just go for your friend

i mean so nothing to you

although i go out with friend

i will still bring you with me

but if i said i wan go with you and your friend

and you always reject

maybe i really not perfect make you feel not bringing me out

you met me maybe is your worst thing ever

maybe you now just don't need me anymore

i wish you always happy

i will try not to stalk you anymore

never try to refresh your fb anymore

your twitter , your plurk , your pudding or what

i will just stop checking you

try to not remember your phone number anymore

try to live without you

hope you have a better life

maybe you don't know i wrote this blog for you

i just express my feeling now :)

I am Nothing

I don't have the power to make u listen to .

cause i am just nothing :)

i am like a fool crying alone at the night

just for a person that doesn't care

i spending my whole time for waiting

i get nothing , i cant expect anything from you

cause i always get disappointed

maybe it already use to eat

I will always said Never mind , Never mind

Is ok with this , do what you want what you like

I will not asking you to do or what

i am tired.

I hate people lie to me

You think i am kidding ?

sorry i am not.

Even a little thing

i also cannot accept..

If you lie me please lie me forever ..

don't ever let me know

this the best way you lie

don't let me found out.

I don't wanna get hurt

that's all :)

I hope i not that care

i hope i not that care

i recently i easy get angry

i easy get cry

i really don't know why

maybe coz i really need u much

i need u that accompany

when i do anything i always think about u

sorry if i suddenly get angry with no reason

i cant control my emotional

i keep on crying i don't know why

i really try hard to stop this emotional

but really cnt control

i dunno what happen to myself

maybe i hope that you be mine always

i feel like i so weak i getting weak

i just want to be your only girl

i dunno what to do ..

just crying alone , emotional

this what i can do i really dunno

i think i need a rest of my mind

i think i will stop thinking about u for awhile

for stop my emotional

:)

I feel like no feeling

is coz i already have you

i love you ..

truly that love u :) !

我 爱错了吗？

我爱着谁 爱到有点醉

告诉我你是谁 能够把我让我变不对

我却爱你爱到好累

你很难受 我愿意陪你一起承受

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从你的眼角 慢慢明了

我能做的很少

最后流着眼泪

坚持独自走掉

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学会放弃 学会接受

因此也学会沉默

看你苦笑 看你不想说

我看见了你的冷漠

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累了照惯例努力清醒着

也照惯例想你了

我还能珍惜什么

原来依然爱我的你痛苦 承受失去

请你尽力 把我忘记

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我一路向北 离开有你的季节

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我舍不得 可是时间回不去了

爱你很值得 只是该停了

没有我你要好好的

我们错过的 错了就错了 不用担心我

我不爱你了

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计算着为你流下了多少眼泪

就代表又对我的心 撒了多少谎

倔强的以为我能改变你

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就让记忆回到那天的 那个梦

在活一遍那段过去的那分钟

爱那么伤 伤那么重我不想 我不懂

天那么冷心那么痛 我承受

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当真爱宣告终结

尽管你抱歉 忏悔

真心一旦坠入就不能飞

心碎到终点 会迎刃而解

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天空灰得像哭过

离开你以后 并没有更自由

酸酸的空气

守住我们的距离

你我的过去 被顺时针的忘记

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有一种尖锐 在心里搁浅

寂寞时 特别强烈

呼吸 刺痛 纠结

放了自己 放了回忆

放了世界不过如此而已