So just telling me to give up ?

you just telling me to give up

i hope i can just die right now

why you wan did this to me

why are you giving me hope

Thanks you

Thanks you

you giving such a great memory to me

you think we will suffer a lot

if we still together

you think now is better

I hope I can change this

but I can't

you are standing hard on this situation

I don't care how hard is going

at least we are together

maybe you don't understand me

I every night dream about you

and cry , heart is broken every second

my heart is so pain

maybe you don't know how i feel it

maybe you said right

but I don't think is better

you though we are friend now still contacting

and that's enough

maybe I am greedy

I want you I want all you

I very love you very deep

you think now is not hurt much

but i already hurt like hell

crying every night

also gonna cry at the public

I am just so greedy so selfish

I just wan rely you on everything

Just wan a person to care to love me

maybe I just the one who don't care how much it hurt at the future

just you caring

you're right no body know the future how

but why you just give it up now

why don't we walk longer and longer until that day

If really can't make it , I will give up

but not now ,

I begging you everyday for don't leave me

but you just ignore it

like a fool everyday saying i love you

and your reply is no mood on this

it only have 2 choice to me now

stop contacting you , forget everything day by day

or just right now being friend

contacting each other always

maybe i should more selfish

crying not a situation but i just cant control

crying like a fool , can't breath still crying

crying out loud , expressing the hurt that deep inside my heart

Maybe

maybe you feel right now very happy

maybe you think i because your friend i quarrel with you

you just keep going out and back at night

maybe you feel nothing , but i am damn worry about you

and you just don't care , maybe i just use the wrong way to care

you though i nothing if you stay at another girl house

i am still a normal girl , i have feeling

although with another friend

but i still care

and i heard u been girl hostel

make me more heart break

i am not that strong

maybe one day you will know actually i just care about you

maybe i just not a perfect gf for you

i just like to angry

is just because i care

maybe you feel i am annoying

don't know you or me changed

i just want you to care me more

even i sick , you also don't even know

you just go for your friend

i mean so nothing to you

although i go out with friend

i will still bring you with me

but if i said i wan go with you and your friend

and you always reject

maybe i really not perfect make you feel not bringing me out

you met me maybe is your worst thing ever

maybe you now just don't need me anymore

i wish you always happy

i will try not to stalk you anymore

never try to refresh your fb anymore

your twitter , your plurk , your pudding or what

i will just stop checking you

try to not remember your phone number anymore

try to live without you

hope you have a better life

maybe you don't know i wrote this blog for you

i just express my feeling now :)